Ok, so I made a decision which might end up being potentially risky. Well, maybe risky isn't the right word.
Ok, I'll just say it...I decided to work on my
Music Land Maestress story for NaNoWriMo.
For those of you who have no idea what that is, let me explain. NaNoWriMo stands for "National Novel Writing Month." It is an annual event which is run by the non-profit organization The Office of Letters and Light. They also run the
Young Writers' Program (a kids' and teens' version of NaNoWriMo),
ScriptFrenzy (a script version of NaNoWriMo that happens in April), and its newest program, a summer version of NaNoWriMo called
Camp NaNoWriMo that runs in June and August and is structured like a summer camp. The point of the regular NaNoWriMo event is to write 50,000 words (generally agreed to be the length of an average adult novel - though accepted word counts differ by genre; fantasy can be much longer, for instance) during the 30 days of the month of November. And if that sounds impossible, don't worry - there's no penalty if you don't reach that goal, and there is a vast community online to help you out, whether it be cheering you on, giving advice, or whatever (through the official forums, their LJ community, etc - there are even NaNo groups here on dA!).
Now the reason I consider this risky is that, since I started seriously promoting myself online as an author in 2009, I have striven to keep my writing and non-writing lives as separate as possible. Heck, I even created a separate Facebook account so I could promote myself as a writer on Facebook (after an unsuccessful attempt doing so on MySpace) without anything from my "real life" creeping in. What I was afraid of was that, if anything from my "real life" intersected with my writing persona, any attempts I had made to appear "professional" would be dashed. Because, well, as mature as I may appear, at times I think I come across as childish. And I am definitely interested in some TV shows, books, etc that are intended for people younger than myself (let's face it, ANYTHING on Nickelodeon is not intended for someone in their late twenties). Frankly being a geek, detail-obsessed, and a person with Asperger's, though, I can't help but get really into certain subjects. I mean, I have had jobs so I do know how to act professional. I just wonder whether my geekiness will help or hurt me in the professional, post-college workforce. Especially with clients (for my web design), editors, or other people I may have to work with. Will I be able to act my age? I mean, I'm going to be 28 next Sunday (woot!). I need to act like it, right?
But I have more or less come to the conclusion that there is probably no use to completely cutting off one persona from the other. They are going to bleed into each other no matter how much I try to keep them apart. A line I read once in an essay by George Orwell is appropriate here: "So long as I remain alive and well I shall continue to feel strongly about prose style, to love the surface of the earth, and to take a pleasure in solid objects and scraps of useless information. It is no use trying to suppress that side of myself." My geeky self will leak into my writing no matter what, and vice versa. After all, writing - well, storytelling really - has been a passion of mine my whole life. And writers are influenced by lots of things. As are web designers.
So I am going to do
Music Land Maestress as my NaNoWriMo project. I may never publish it, at least not in the usual sense (though if I "win" NaNoWriMo - that is, make the 50k goal - I may get
the chance to get 5 "published" copies of it via CreateSpace). I intend to publish it online, likely through a website devoted to the story. Though I suppose I could "publish" it the way I did my chapbook for my Creative Writing Workshop class - just a small, POD-style run. (You can see that chapbook
here). After all, it's more fanfic-y than anything else, even though it has all original characters and I am owning it as an original work. But then
Fifty Shades of Grey showed that a story like that could get noticed and published in book form and become famous and stuff (
Fifty Shades started out as an Alternate Universe
Twilight fanfic and then later became an original story). Not that
Music Land Maestress is anything like
Fifty Shades in content. If anything, it would be more like a typical
mahou shoujo anime or like
Winx Club or
W.I.T.C.H. (
Fifty Shades is erotica, btw). I have imagined the series getting "optioned" (as they call it in the publishing industry) for an animated series and then adapted into a separate anime and manga in Japan, and I would totally be cool with any of those sorts of adaptations. Heck, even a LA film or series would be cool if they could make it look right.
NaNo doesn't start for about 10 days, but I am working on preparation now so I don't have to worry about that so much once November starts. Following a tutorial on the NaNo LJ, I am making a "NaNo Binder." Part of making said binder is collecting inspiring things about the characters, plot, etc. Since
Music Land Maestress has music as a main theme/motif, I had the idea of making CDs for each Maestress plus one for Allegron and one for David (the two main Lyran characters) with songs that fit their characters, sort of like their own personal mixes/playlists. I have a pack of printable CD labels I bought for my Portfolio Development presentation but never used. I just need CD-Rs and maybe some jewel cases. It'll be fun (I hope)! Not sure what else I'll use for inspiration yet.
Actually, since I will ultimately be putting this online, I may experiment with the idea of hypertext fiction. For the web version at least, probably not the original draft I'm doing for NaNo. Hypertext fiction is something I first heard about at a literary reading a while back. (I don't usually go to literary readings, but I was in a class that semester that required me to go to at least two readings). It basically is a type of fiction that uses web links to add to the story, mostly to jump to different parts of a story in a non-linear fashion. In that case, it is inspired by "interactive fiction" like the popular
Choose Your Own Adventure series, where you read a scene and then were given choices at the end that, if followed, would lead you down different plot paths. I don't think I would do that sort of hypertext thing (it would be too confusing), but instead probably something more like
what they do in enhanced e-books - add enhancements to the text like video, audio, etc. I don't think it would be that hard to do - HTML5 has been shown to be great at
adding interactivity to websites that wasn't possible before without Flash, thanks mostly to features like the CANVAS tag, which allows you to basically create a canvas you can draw on (though I doubt I could do a canvas - I've seen what kind of code it requires, and it was WAY over my head). I was thinking I could use it for music and video mostly, since
HTML5 has native audio and video tags, making it easier than ever to embed media into a webpage without worrying about codecs and stuff. An example: Why describe a transformation sequence when you could show it? (Now, this will require me to actually make an animation for said sequence, but that's neither here nor there). There could be some paragraph about the transformation and some hyperlink to the video, or maybe the video would be embedded in the text. I'm not sure which would work better; I'd have to play around with it. Besides music and video, I could probably use links for any words/phrases said in Lyran or Aquarian, which could then link to a glossary (the way you can put your cursor by a word on the Kindle and it brings up the definition via the dictionary that comes as one of the default books with all Kindle devices) or some other form of translation. Anyway...that would all be for later.
So just wanted to share the news with you all. Just writing about it makes me feel excited. But I'm also nervous, because I've never done NaNoWriMo before. Please keep me in your prayers, wish me luck, whatever it is you feel comfortable doing. And please, dA followers and admins, be patient with me if I'm scarce on DeviantArt next month...I'm going to be spending a lot of time writing!